I will

The pain is my reminder,
the loneliness is my company,
i have to do it,
the end is far away,
the defeat is imminent,
i have to do it,
feel so tired,
feel so alone,
doesn´t matter,
why are you doing this?
why not leave?
Never while i have strength
Please stop!
i can´t anymore,
i don´t care,
Nobody is watching you,
nobody understand you,
i do,
you won´t succeed,
you won´t...
i will